that lets say IF one day in order for you to be with the one that you truely really love, you must become a ULTRA FAT person, will you be willing to sacrifice your body? (cos maybe your boy just love fat people more then skinny)
hmmm... tough question. i cant answer it.
Monday, October 27, 2008 @ 3:57 AM
i just saw a bike accident along PIE while i was on my way home.
the girl died. on the spot. her body was there... motionless..
the guy sat at the side, looking lost, staring into space..
omg.
my mum always tell me this, "never ride a bike" she have her reasons when she didnt allow my bro to learn how to ride a bike. she was so so insistent abt her decision and totally told my bro, "you can learn to ride a bike the day i get learn how to ride it to" which is never ever gg to come to pass. no matter how hard my bro tell her its much cheaper then getting a car and all. she did not give in at all.
hmm.. now i am wondering, maybe next time i should really stop riding bike. like seriously stop riding no matter how expensive the cab fare for midnight charge may be. just pay that twenty bucks is better then getting myself into heaven earlier then expected.
(the post above have no insults to henry's bike ride for me home. i really appreciate his effort whenever he send me home. thanks bro!)
now i need to tell myself,
"FORGET THE IMAGE OF THE ACCIDENT!"
it doesnt work that well since i have pictoral memory. thats the reason why i dont view the body of any dead person. cos i promise you, i will remember that person and their white motionless face for life.
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 2:32 AM
Ps23
The Lord is my sheperd I shall not want He makes me lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the path of rightteousness for His name's sake.
Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear not evil; For you are with me; Your rod and Your staff they comfort me, You prepare a table before the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil. My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And i will dwell in the house of the Lord FOREVER.
Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 11:28 PM
almost two month of holidays have permanently destroyed the memory part of my brain. i've been forgetting dates & appointments. but i thank God that i have friends who always double confirm with me on the night before so that i wont forget.
guess what happened today. silly me thought that i've booked e trail test for basic theory today at 715pm. i met matt in the afternoon, brought my book out to study.. was on the bus down to the driving centre when i happened to check my phone's calender, i realised.............. my e trail test was YESTERDAY.
great. and i totally missed it. thank God is only etrail. 10 bucks flew away for nothing. damm it. whats wrong with me seriously.
i hate myself for being so muddle headed. argh... i need a personal assistant. a HOT guy personal assistant if i can choose. hahahs.
whatever lah. i cant afford one so i will just make do with a damm pretty notebook to write down my stuff. hopefully i will not forget anything.
anyway, the rest of the post is dedicated to matthew ng rui sheng(he got a girlfriend already and the girl aint me.. so pls....) i just feel like thanking him though he prolly wont read it.
dude, i am really really really glad to have known you last semester! though there are times you make me feel like throwing a chopper from tampines all the way to siglap, i never regret having you as a project mate or even as a friend. yes, your stupidity in taking the wrong bus, saying the wrong words and your hardcore love for bistro walk will really make ppl go OMG OMG OMG a thousand times but without all these silly acts of yours, you wont be matthew ng rui sheng as you are now. thanks for all the wacky and furious times we shared in doing HR project, your patience when i always turn up half and hour late for appointments and most of all, never failing to comfort/understand me when i whine, complain or throw some childish girly tantrums. this afternoon at yakun and yesterday night msg, i am really thankful to God that i have you as a friend. though you are damm rich actually, yet you choose to step into the same boat as me, act like you are really broke and go job hunting together. hahas. thank you so much matt! LOVE YA WITH ALL THE COOKIES IN THE WORLD.
Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 3:59 AM
bing has just ended a bad day
:(
same sentiments darlin.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 1:16 PM
timetable is finally out!
the good news is... V and i is back in the same class once again!
(V called this morning and said, "hello classmate".. i screamed immediately!)
the bad news: Meizhen(aka jenny) is in the other class. :(
nonetheless, thank God. however, no free days on my timetable i would be gg to school everyday(hopefully huh).. having only one lecture on wed,seriously, this is an outright temptation smack in my face. i need Mr. discipline in my life.
anyway, these few days, i've been having werid dreams. very very werid. it is good that i am dreaming or bad? i once heard from someone saying that if i dream, it just mean that my mind isnt fully resting.. oh my..
where does dream come from? do dreams come to past?
cos i actually saw him in my dream and in dreamland, he was in my kitchen when i woke up in the morning.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 @ 3:07 AM
i am so so so so excited for asia conference. what HE told me today, omg.. theres just this joy in my spirit that cant wait for it to come! but as of now, theres still some work to do..
i really would like to blog abt my whole revelation.. but its tad too lengthy.. so i decided not to.. i will see whether can i summarise it or something.. i am gg to send to the leaders and i hope it would inspire them as much as it did to me.. the amazing thing about the revelation is because, its like a part B to what jeff shared on saturday with the leaders..
as of now, THE SONG will make you just feel like dancing.
"I ONLY EVER GIVE MY ALL"
"TAKE TAKE TAKE IT ALL!!!"
Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 2:18 AM
after watching a show, i am inspired.
i have decided, my future daughter's name would be hannah ____ tian qing.
theres a dash there cause i have no idea what surname my husband would have next time. hahas
doesnt it sound like a total angel? i think she does :)
i am crazy enough to even think of such things now. hahas
Sunday, October 05, 2008 @ 2:01 AM
just got home not long ago.. i have no idea why i dont feel tired.. hmm.. maybe its those words that jeff said that kept ringing in my mind that make me unable to sleep..
did charlie 1 duty today.. its bad.. very bad.. i am really thankful for this position.. as an inexperienced set holder, i am actually very amazed that i actually get to do charlie IC. its like.. you still can count the number of times i hold the set using your hands still.. but i feel like i blew the chance/opportunity away.. why bing.. why like that! but nevermind, just learn from experience and move on! i shall not go into details abt it cos it would really be long and you most prob wont understand.. maybe i should go get a blog named iwhine.blogspot.com and i can type all my whine-y stuff inside..
things hasnt been gg well for me.. as arise and build is coming nearer, the stress in my finances is building up.. and i got a heart attack last night.. my handphone bill came up to $100 for the month of sept.. now i realised how come for the last few months, my hp bill has been increasing.. this is because, stupid M1 got only 500 free sms for me.. when i thought i have 1000sms. and my sms came up to 1200.. OMG. i wonder who i msg man.. but this isnt gg to stop me from giving.. all the more i must sow into the house of God to reap my blessing.. he is my provider!
i shall go do some stuff now.. tml its finally a relaxing day!
